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Where the fuck did it go? I used to have my own live. Do what I wanted to do. When I wanted to do it. Everything I craved for I earned or got some other way.

Now, What The Fuck, just because we live together doesn't mean we are one single being. I need my fucking space. And I'm tired of asking for it. I'm tired of getting it whenever I can get it. Its not something I can bargain with you. There cant be any negotiations on it. I cant keep living a fake life where I pretend to Love being with someone 24fucking7. Geez, its called break, but not the fuck-someone-in-the-mean-time-break. I used to do so much with my time. I cant change from being completely alone to being completely in contact with some human life. I'm just not raised that way. If you cant FUCKING see it. Then, god damn you truly are blind.

Why do you think I "don't pay attention" or "I don't listen" or "Your ignoring me". Its because bitch, I can't fucking inhale a second breath without your fucking bullshit in my face.

Its like candy. When your born you never had any, someone had to give you some and you enjoyed it. As you grow, you see that you want more and more candy. But Its not always there. If it is always there, then it doesn't taste as great as it used to. That's because your now abusing the pleasure of it. Its the same feeling as if you eat turkey on thanksgiving. It taste so good that day. There's so much flavor and whatever. Five to seven days after thanksgiving, you still eating the turkey but it taste like crap. Very dry horrible crap. You have to realize that, somethings, you can put down and pick up later.

For fucking god's sake, give me a fucking break. Shut the fuck up for a day. Go the fuck out and give me that space I fucking am dying for.

I wasn't that aggravated before but your a fucking psycho. You truly are an fucking Italian psycho. You have all the fucking characteristics of one. Its in your god damn family blood line. And you are also really retarded. You want to "talk" with me but your don't listen to anything I say. Example, "I need to be alone right now." your response, "But I want to be with you." What The Fuck? Didn't you just hear me? You stupid fucking deaf bitch.

I've calculated that in the summer, you had a total of 19 hours in the week all by yourself but as soon classes start that number will be almost next to 0. The fucking nerve of you fucking ass to tell me that you want some time alone. The fucking nerve. Where as I've calculated I only have what? 4 hours? In a whole week to be alone and in the fall I'll have maybe 10 if I'm lucky.

This is after we went to your Mom's house all the fucking way across the fucking world. For a whole fucking month. With no Fucking chicken whopper. And no computer. (which includes games, movies, anime, comics, manga, art, deviantart, porn, Counter Strike and more.) And now I want something small like a little, me time, and you cant fucking respect me for that?

This rant says only one thing. GIVE ME SOME SPACE. I'm not going anywhere, with anyone anytime soon. So give off my dick. Don't fucking have a heart attack if I ask for this. We live together and your brain-dead. Completely and utterly flat-lining brain-dead.

If this hurts its cause its the truth.