Jax Spider

M A C Y S

2005-11-11T22:58:00.000-05:00

Yeah I work there now.

I little more increase in pay.

A whole lot less to do.

And casual wear is fine.

Overall.

Great for me.

Secret To Success

2005-10-20T14:55:00.000-05:00

5 Points of Online Success.

Purpose
Routine
Quality
Theme
Expansion

I have a feeling if I stick to these 5 points, I could earn some money. Since I don't have any. But knowing my sorry ass. Even if I did know the secret to success. I wouldn't use it.

Oops

2005-10-18T23:19:00.000-05:00

Im sorry I forgot about you blogger.

My bad.

From now on, all personal journal entries go here.

I hope.

Privacy

2005-08-29T22:10:00.000-05:00

Where the fuck did it go? I used to have my own live. Do what I wanted to do. When I wanted to do it. Everything I craved for I earned or got some other way.

Now, What The Fuck, just because we live together doesn't mean we are one single being. I need my fucking space. And I'm tired of asking for it. I'm tired of getting it whenever I can get it. Its not something I can bargain with you. There cant be any negotiations on it. I cant keep living a fake life where I pretend to Love being with someone 24fucking7. Geez, its called break, but not the fuck-someone-in-the-mean-time-break. I used to do so much with my time. I cant change from being completely alone to being completely in contact with some human life. I'm just not raised that way. If you cant FUCKING see it. Then, god damn you truly are blind.

Why do you think I "don't pay attention" or "I don't listen" or "Your ignoring me". Its because bitch, I can't fucking inhale a second breath without your fucking bullshit in my face.

Its like candy. When your born you never had any, someone had to give you some and you enjoyed it. As you grow, you see that you want more and more candy. But Its not always there. If it is always there, then it doesn't taste as great as it used to. That's because your now abusing the pleasure of it. Its the same feeling as if you eat turkey on thanksgiving. It taste so good that day. There's so much flavor and whatever. Five to seven days after thanksgiving, you still eating the turkey but it taste like crap. Very dry horrible crap. You have to realize that, somethings, you can put down and pick up later.

For fucking god's sake, give me a fucking break. Shut the fuck up for a day. Go the fuck out and give me that space I fucking am dying for.

I wasn't that aggravated before but your a fucking psycho. You truly are an fucking Italian psycho. You have all the fucking characteristics of one. Its in your god damn family blood line. And you are also really retarded. You want to "talk" with me but your don't listen to anything I say. Example, "I need to be alone right now." your response, "But I want to be with you." What The Fuck? Didn't you just hear me? You stupid fucking deaf bitch.

I've calculated that in the summer, you had a total of 19 hours in the week all by yourself but as soon classes start that number will be almost next to 0. The fucking nerve of you fucking ass to tell me that you want some time alone. The fucking nerve. Where as I've calculated I only have what? 4 hours? In a whole week to be alone and in the fall I'll have maybe 10 if I'm lucky.

This is after we went to your Mom's house all the fucking way across the fucking world. For a whole fucking month. With no Fucking chicken whopper. And no computer. (which includes games, movies, anime, comics, manga, art, deviantart, porn, Counter Strike and more.) And now I want something small like a little, me time, and you cant fucking respect me for that?

This rant says only one thing. GIVE ME SOME SPACE. I'm not going anywhere, with anyone anytime soon. So give off my dick. Don't fucking have a heart attack if I ask for this. We live together and your brain-dead. Completely and utterly flat-lining brain-dead.

If this hurts its cause its the truth.

Star Wars Was Always For Kids.

2005-06-04T00:35:00.000-05:00

Think about it.

Themes boys and some girls love...

a) Outer Space. / Galaxies.

b) Planes. / Space ships.

c) Swords. / Lightsabers.

d) Magic. / The Force.

e) Aliens. / Races.

f) Motorcycles. / Speeders. Etc etc.

g) Dueling. / Lightsaber fights.

h) Darth Vader. / The Badass of them all.

i) Jar Jar (seriously, do you think a adult would want to see him?) / Comic relief (for kids I suppose)

j) Lame Love story(ies). Padme+Anakin & Leia+Solo/Luke.

k) Lame dialogue. / Kids cant understand big words anyway.

l) Corny to No Acting skills. / Kids don't mind, that's why they have an imagination.

m) A lot of Action. / They eat that shit up. Over and Over again.

n) A clear Good Guy(s) [Jedi] & a clear Bad Guy(s) [Sith] / Nothing "gray" the kids would have to think about.

Come on, these movies were always for them (kids). Its us fans that think that its for us. And that everything should be perfect. Sure whenever I watch A New Hope I see a billion flaws and things I wish where different. But I can never say it was bad, Why, you ask? Simple, When I saw it as a kid I fell in love with the trilogy. No matter how many loopholes or silliness it got. I loved it. The same goes for the new trilogy. If you're going to see it as an adult, Its going to be horrible. But I bet all the kids around you, love it (in the thearter.)

PG-13 was to show in detail the damage Vader got, nothing else. Even locus said that.

Revenge of the Sith

2005-05-19T23:46:00.000-05:00

Star Wars - Revenge of the Sith

The opening battle, hell all of the battles, were pretty intense and a must re-watch. The CGI was really impressive. The androids were moving as smoothly as silk. Even the beast Kenobi was riding was really sweet.

I don’t blame the movie as much as I blame the threater for having less then optimal sound. Cause it wasn’t THX. The official Star Wars Sound System. It felt muffled. I’m hoping to watch it at a better cinema tomorrow.

The Saber Fights are awesome. Even better then in Episode II. Jedi/Sith Wannabes nerds will forever more consider Revenge Of The Sith as there manual to Light Saber Fights and Force Attacks. Or at least I would.

General Grievous looks Super Cool just like Vader does. Due to the Clone War cartoon all of General Grievous's great fights are animated in the cartoon... He felt like just another villain to kill in the movie. People who missed out on Clone Wars, thought he was just a cool looking villain. Ala Darth Maul. Not the merciless Jedi Hunter he is portrayed in the cartoon.

Padme and Anakin's relationship was alright, I completely got Lucus's message across about them. Her death was really weak. During her death scene, I wish she actually tried to act. Now can we get back to the fighting?

Personal Notes.

One thing for sure... I have turned my nerdling hating girlfriend to the dark side besides me... we both love it. The Dark Side is so Cruel, Selfish, Mysterious, Hidden, Unpredictable and just plain EVIL. It’s impossible not to like it in this present day and age. For me, personally... this was the ultimate flashback at my younger childhood. All those good times I have recalling A New Hope, Empire Strikes Back and
Return of the Jedi... they come flashing back. Making me just awe in glee and happiness. Sounds corny because it actually hit home with me.

FINAL RATING.

Overall, it really connects the saga as a whole... as its job was supposed to be. This SAGA completing movie truly shines.

9 out of 10.

One of the very few movies who have achieved that score.

Sasuke - Sealed Power

2005-05-07T00:37:00.000-05:00

For a while I was just doing nothing and presently still am doing the exact same thing... Nothing. This should be changing drasticly in a short while.

The iamge you see is basically the last thing I actually tried to finish with just photoshop and nothing else. I was inspired by a very early episode of Naruto where Sasuke goes "berserk" and what not. So yeah flashiness is my thing. I might someday put this on deviantart. but for now, this is a blogspot exclusive.

Thanks for the Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us btw.

Number 3

2005-05-05T22:39:00.000-05:00

I don't think a lot of you people know this or anything. But I love the number three. Its just feels good to me. I don't know. Its attractive. Its beckons me. It is undeniable.

Ok I confess, today was my day off from hell. So yeah nothing new except I got a new pair of sennheisers. Boy do they rock. The best part about it was the price. Its amazing what you can get for 20 bucks.

Btw I'm not going to say funny shit or put weird pictures for links like other people do. At least not yet.

*wink wink*

One Final thing. My girlfriend and I have gotten ourselves an adorable kitten, we call him Shadow since he is always where we are. He has a black coat with some grayish tones, but he is still black. I don't know what type of cat he is. So yeah. He is now 2 months old. And getting more and more plump by the day. I just love him!

Status Report

2005-05-05T01:05:00.000-05:00

At present I dont know what this blog site is going to be for. I do know, that if this site remains this simple to update and configure, I will be using it, alot. Where that leads, is not in my control.

Im thinking about just adding an entry everyday. You know... to get the hang/groove/habit whatever of posting something online everyday. Or almost everyday.

Graphically... I want to rekindle my love for them... I seem to not want/crave it as much as I used to. Its like when you havent had pizza with extra cheese on it for months and months and yet you actually dont crave it either. knowing full well that, pizza with extra cheese is next to godliness. Its not what you want. So yeah. I've got everything ready to do, just dont want to do it. I blame it once again on my non-existent personal time. There used to be a time when I could spend all night (1am-4am) just working away on one of my millions of projects. Now I usually feel sleepy as hell before 1:30.

so yeah no more overnight art sessions... which basically means no more art sessions in general.

btw I never ever wanted to do any of my art stuff in the day time. so blah.

First Try

2005-05-02T02:05:00.000-05:00

Well, this is the first time Im doing this so yeah, practice makes perfect.

Im gonna try uploading/leeching/linking a image... if it goes well... who know... this might be my new homepage.

Crap.

holy shit it worked!